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Shia LaBeouf Admits to Living in NYC Park, Using Steroids During Troubling Times

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‘Transformers’ star attributed his problems to ‘having absolutely no spiritual life’ on his part.

In this open conversation, Shia LaBeouf discusses a challenging period in his professional life.

According to The Hollywood Reporter, the controversial actor, who has been working in the entertainment industry ever since he was a child, gave an interview to promote his newest film, “Henry Johnson.” During the course of their talk, LaBeouf brought up his previously existing conflict with fellow actor Alec Baldwin, with whom he had collaborated for a short time on a Broadway production of “Orphans” in 2013.

In the beginning, LaBeouf was meant to play the role of Al Pacino’s co-star; but, with Pacino’s departure from the production, Baldwin took up the role. This was something that LaBeouf grappled with. Because he was “not a nice guy” at the time, he made it clear to THR that he was completely responsible for the problems that they were experiencing.

“By the time Baldwin got there, it was almost unfair,” he said. “So he’s dealing with both my fractured little weak ego, right? All this hard prep that I’d done for two years, and my desperate need to show him all my prep, or that he would accept me somehow. I was so insecure. Well, that got contentious in the room. Then he got competitive. That’s just what our relationship turned into.”

He continued, “I’d be off book, he’d be on book, and he didn’t want me to look at him be off book. That makes it hard to play these scenes out or block this thing even. And no fault against him, he had two weeks to come in because Pacino [dropped out]. I had built the whole thing based on my relationship with Pacino. And that’s gone. So I was kind of heartbroken. When he came in, I’m living in the park, and I’m on steroids, and I’m not in a good way.”

“Fear will make you move different. I found it came from having absolutely no spiritual life … It made me a piece of s–t. Not a nice guy.”

— Shia LaBeouf

LaBeouf responded, “I was sleeping in Central Park,” when he was pressed to expound on his statement. These horses are kept at this small fire basin where they are kept. Furthermore, there is a great deal of space surrounding there where you may simply relax and unwind. The guy will come around every three to four hours, but you can spend the majority of your time there. You are required to move around every three to four hours.

He confessed that his issues with Baldwin “got insane,” but said that the two are “good” now.

“Me and him are good because he’s gone through a lot,” he explained to reporters. I’ve been through a lot in my life. During the time that all of the chaos occurred on both sides, we were both able to send each other love and make things right. We put things in order. A good person, he is. He is exactly the same as I am. You will behave differently as a result of fear. I came to the realisation that it was due to the fact that I had no spiritual life at all. As a result, I became a piece of s–t. This is not a pleasant guy.

“I was sleeping in Central Park. They keep horses there at this little fire basin. And there’s a whole lot of room around there where you can just chill.”

— Shia LaBeouf

Since then, LaBeouf has discovered his salvation. Following his conversion to Catholicism, he was allowed to receive the sacrament of confirmation the previous year. In fact, he exhibited interest in becoming a deacon in the church.

According to him, “Me and Alec would never have these problems now,” he admitted outright. “But I was in an island.”

When they were working together on the rehearsals for “Orphans” in 2013, Alec Baldwin stated that he had a difficult time getting along with Shia LaBeouf. It was Jim Spellman.

In response to a request for comment made by Fox News Digital, Baldwin did not immediately provide a response.

Baldwin admitted in an article that he published for Vulture in 2014 that he had experience working with Shia LaBeouf that “there was friction between us from the beginning.” Baldwin mentioned this experience.

“LaBeouf seems to carry with him, to put it mildly, a jailhouse mentality wherever he goes. When he came to rehearsal, he was told it was important to memorize his lines. . . . I, however, do not learn my lines in advance. So he began to sulk because he felt we were slowing him down. You could tell right away he loves to argue. And one day he attacked me in front of everyone. He said, ‘You’re slowing me down, and you don’t know your lines. And if you don’t say your lines, I’m just going to keep saying my lines.’”

A harsh disagreement took place between him and LaBeouf in front of the other members of the cast when he “snorted” at LaBeouf. After that, Baldwin requested a break, and then he took the stage manager and director aside and informed them that “one of us is going to go.”

After getting into a disagreement with Shia LaBeouf, Alec Baldwin came dangerously close to departing from the Broadway production. Getty Images (IMG) ()

In his letter, he stated, “I told you, ‘I’ll tell you what, I’ll go.'” I said that I would quit if you didn’t terminate the youngster. He was terminated after they repeatedly rejected his requests. And I believe that he was taken aback by it. He was in possession of that card, the kind of card that is awarded to you when you create films that are really successful and that give you a certain degree of entitlement. My guess is that he was taken aback by the fact that it did not function in the theatre.

Despite the fact that LaBeouf had a difficult time getting along with Baldwin at the time, he stated in an interview with THR that other A-list celebrities were there for him when he needed to make a shift. He specifically mentioned Mel Gibson as someone who has “always been very lovely” to him.

“He held my hand when I was really s—-ing on myself,” he said in his memory. “This guy truly came through for me in a few different ways. Because of him, Sean Penn, and James Brolin, I was able to successfully quit drinking. They surrounded me and ensured that I would not perish.

According to Shia LaBeouf, Mel Gibson was instrumental in his recovery from alcoholism. (Images courtesy of Getty Images and Mike Marsland/WireImage) ()

In the midst of years of scandal, which included his ex-girlfriend FKA Twigs launching a lawsuit against him in 2020 for the claimed abuse she endured throughout their relationship, LaBeouf made a brief acknowledgement of the public’s image of him. He has rejected the charges, although he has stated that he is aware that there is “all this myth already about how I’m a dog-killing, monstrous piece of s–t.” The lawsuit is still underway, and he has disputed the allegations themselves.

Currently, he is considering a career in rehabilitation.

According to Shia LaBeouf, the fact that he is still able to perform after being involved in a large number of controversies is like a “miracle.”

“I hope my whole life is squaring things, getting it right,” the actor said. “It’s what I want to do with the rest of my life. And there’s a lot of things to get right. I’m blessed that I still have this craft and I’m still allowed to do it at a high level with the highest. It feels like a f—ing miracle. It’s all part of the same thing — God’s everything or nothing.”

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